Past few days have been hard. It usually takes some time for things to sink in. It's sinking in... I really had to push myself to get to work today. These are the times that I really wish I could write music. When I was younger I used to try to make my own music with my own "musical" notes by trying to write what I can best describe as basically peaks and valleys of sound on a paper. Wonder if I could find my old "songs" and figure out what I "wrote". Hmmm wondering if writing my jibberish pretend songs would make me feel better... hey it worked when I was a kid :). What do you use as a creative outlet when things get rough ?