I'm not quite here yet, all i can do is smile and be cool about everything, but here's the words from a man who has been there...here's the words that will set you free...   It's not my destiny to be the one that you will lay withSo many reasons why I have to go but want to stay hereSometimes I want to taste, but then I don't know what I'm sayingYou are the angel and I am the one that is prayingT…